I received a new smart phone yesterday from the same woman that said I was evil. My mother sent this phone and I don't consider it an act of apology for what she said. She just wants to find a way to keep in contact with me.
When I sit at my desk to begin a digital painting or just write samples of my expend-ability in my current contracted service. Desiring to bolster art sales in my local and national area. I don't mind shipping overseas, but it is only because I am supposed to say that.
Having a lot in front of me for the day, A few of the art pieces I have planned will have to wait till I can take them out again. I wonder how you all are doing with the potential of Joe Biden heading up against Trump? Being that knuckle head kid that can't keep his name out of trouble, I thought I would ask a personal question. I am personally upset with all of those old men sitting is such a seat of power, politically. Not that I feel I am more qualified than anyone, in my present state as an artist. When that fat PHDman sought to throw shit on my art and poetry and my overall work ethic, I was nearly inclined to believe and wondered what he would say if he knew I was the artist of:
Would most of you consider him right about me, that I am nothing more than a washed up stage performer who grew up on the mean streets of life. Found a way to make light of the days. You all know me as a match-stick writer. Setting off sparks with his words as he goes from place to place. I don't know how long it will take me, but a time will come when someone will read my desires and see the potential for pushing change. Change in how people recognize art. I listened to a woman on NPR singing about "Brown Skin," https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xaMt97Q40Io <<I love how she makes love to brown skin in this song. This is the kind of music and art that the fat PHDman would not respect and finds to be jibberish and have no reflection on his reality, so it is not important. Can't stand people like that.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pSS37tfIif4 I can load his desk full of ideas but they would not be received or he'd run with it in a direction away from me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=knj36fq2Y5w Free to take the mind and warp my world with it as I can. Gaining access to an audience that loves the idea of Futa's being connected to my journey of liberation. Not building tribes but enjoying the infusion of ethnicity and the dance floor being checkered with mulatto red headed children. If I had started singing in front of the confrontation that was placed before me. Would the song be enough to change directions away from incarceration for thinking differently. What you reap is what you sow. I never forgot these and words and have used them to my own benefit. Furnishing the defense to illustrate sexy women like "Sarah the Switch Hitter."
Growing up in the generation that enjoyed the mixing of races and tanned lovers where fabled to have higher libido's than that of their lighter partners. I am never sure if it is the flick of the eyes or the tossing of hair that signals me to a woman's interest. That is just some keen people watching. https://www.npr.org/2017/04/08/523044892/beyond-the-pale-male-marvel-diversity-and-a-changing-comics-readership The truth to these conjured issues is the pushing for more brown skinned writers and artists to publish their dreams into the public eye. As long as those stilled influenced by the wet dreams of loving their families as they did in 1929 is asking too much of the wise and dexterous youth of today.
I sit here proudly devising ways to tell these kinds of stories at the risk of suffering from impartiality from my employers. **We are all entitled to a few secrets**
That is what I aim to achieve as time goes by. For a kiss is just a kiss...
Well I will love you later guys...I only have a few minutes before I have to go back to work. I will talk with you all again real soon.