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Posted by AdventVoice - 2 days ago


Is It Naughty?

Was the question asked of me, from those that I don't allow to view my writings or art work. Ever really. Unless the content is not and even then they'd have little to no interest in the field of my study otherwise. Such a frustrating position to be in. To live among Christians and to have off color stories to share.


Christians will ridicule you for elaborating on the figure of a woman: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/princess-demi-d or man https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/scarlet-champion Accuse you of perversion of the mind for revealing you own a Rembrandt or condone the practice of German artists who were able to reflect humanity quite accurately. They will see the illustration of the clothed Dream Weaver, holding a clothed Nadia and find a way to criticize or denounce my skill and seek to lower my self esteem because of what I have chosen to place on an empty canvas. I would take the time to share with them my ideas on how to fix our present pedophilic and sex offender culture that allows those as Epstein to find reconciliation of the mind and choose a path other than death by suicide or being killed by prison guards who allow inmates indoctrinated by a heavy does of slander, to steal into the night and kill a man. In the case of Epstein, because he never faced trail, we will never know if the allegations of sexual abuse are true. God rest his soul.


I would present a sequential account of my life with Nadia and what I had to go through, what led to the life of a vagabond and what I believe would aid others from falling into the same traps and I am asked if the pictures are naughty. As if, it were not, then it is of no consequence and a waste of time for me to do so. Sigh.

Would I have a better time of things, if I was solely around illustrators, painters, sculptures, pottery makers, creators, who knows, the constant pressure of needing patreons and sponsors and money to fund and idea makes for it's own brand of friction.

As long as there are people in the world, there will be moments of conflict and the desire to justify preconceived judgments or unfounded ones.

It is because of the Christian's apparent fear of literature, art, contemporary entertainment and the passing fancies people devise to make the days productive, I hold my hobby to myself and seek aid in publication outside of that group. Even if the written content, should interest them.

Because the show of violence, my snide remarks, barbs of truth, my disinterest for the pleas of justified scorned women of the #Metoo Movement; Because I am willing to give a face to cannibalism: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/thief-of-void-the-dream-weaver-page-2

Poverty: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/armageddon

Depression: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/fallen-dreams

Pain: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/dream-wavers-aim

Lust: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/dream-weaver-the-hall-of-valor

And the Passions of Man: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/dream-weaver-s-loft

I am Naughty?


At this point, I must say so be it, if it means I can get this story off my chest and share why I used to be friends with prostitutes. Why the book of Hosea should be contributed to them in our deeds, then I will stand alone in my efforts in making the degenerate feel loved and accepted.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoJtlPQzqkQ


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Posted by AdventVoice - 12 days ago


Is not the solution to national or world peace.

During WWII, Hitler sought to eliminate knowledge and books that spoke against his plans of world domination and broached talks of peace. I can't stand a pacifists but we can all agree, seeking arrangements that aid all of us to co-exist is the foundation of nation building.

How do you disrupt a Nation and crack it's foundation?

By allowing your known enemy to control the flow of creative expression.


My entire youth has a wide field of innovations derived from the creative mind. From which has come our accepted ideas of Science, Math, History, and Social behavior. Video games, Movies, the Internet, Comic books, Literature, Music, Athletics, Telecommunication, even Industrialized reform has been fortified by the creative minds who were lucky enough to dodge the Vietnam War. (Richard Russo is a prime example.)


Those who seek to cull the creative mind and blame innovators into the new American pass time, which unifies today's youth globally, Video games, and blame the American entertainment engine for the deaths of those in mass shootings, or daily headliners of terrorist attacks are again looking in the wrong direction for the beast of the closet that produces evil.


I really was not going to waste time on this subject. (Notice no art was conducted to illustrate how I might feel about it or poke fun at the issue. I did have some ideas of some good posters to create but I don't want to. It bores me.)

Feeling as an artist and supporter of Alternative Music, today's Pop Culture, yesterday's Heavy Metal, every video game known to man, porn, fast-food, red meat, new space missions, all things tech, and anything that brings people into an online chatroom or discord server to talk shop about our dreams and aspirations. That the many of you who read my blogs, already, are aware and support in yourselves the constructive and positive power of the creative mind and would encourage your children to fill their journals and sketch pads, phone databases, and CPU hard drives with blue prints of the next phase for creative and innovative opportunities.


The world has reached a point where Rappers, who were seen as escalators for sexual misconduct, R-Kelly appeal cases, and hate speech against the white congressional majority in Washington D.C., are winning and eligible for the Pulitzer Prize. One day I hope the same can be said for the writers and visionaries that put in the long hours to create virtual worlds built from man's fantasies for our children to walk through, from the comfort of their homes.

Safe from the violence that permeates the headlines of every newspaper, willing to take away the very safety net that keeps those young minds fused to the television set. (A device Conservative Christians still feel houses the Devil mind you.)

Guns, Video games, and R-rated movies. Oh dare I forget to mention porn and MTV, all of that has made a degenerate society and if we go back to the days of Betty White as Elizabeth or when there was not a single ethnic person to influence the mind of today's youth. That would include Anime, Comics, the Harlem Renaissance, Manga, Ghibli Studio's, Pokemon, Skate boarding, and American Football, pretty much anything fun and accumulates nearly a billion dollars a year in proceeds from the global youth. Then the world will be a better place...according to some politicians.


Sorry folks, no matter how rough things get, I just can't agree, culling the creative mind, to be the answer to world peace. Long live America's love for video games, comics, sex, and rock and roll!


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Posted by AdventVoice - 13 days ago


Today marks the completion of 300 pieces of art in 3 years!

That is a hundred pieces of illustration a year and a hundred stories a year to aid in the visual expression of my over active imagination. To celebrate I would like to issue a challenge to my fellow artists.

Those aspiring and those that consider themselves professional. Come one, Come all!! Before the debut of Maleficent 2 I would love to know how you'd add to my little excursion of though or interpret your own definition of love for the misunderstood harpy of fairyland, as suggested in my article, "Maleficent Fantasies & Dreams," https://avproductionsblog.wordpress.com/2019/08/04/maleficent-fantasies-dreams/

I will pay the first 10/250 submissions a prize fee and the top 5 will be given a promotional feature in October's article in which I will be discussing INKTOBER, and what I thought of Maleficent 2 the movie.


I remember in my youth, it was suggested that I should go to work for Disney. I knew at a young age, I would never be accepted their as an artist. My idea of art, illustration and being able to craft stories was more inclined with Paramount Pictures, Warner Bros., and any organization edgy enough to sharpen the curves on their pictures and seek to grab the attention of an older crowd. The first time I ever heard of the Sun eater Ifrit: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/badoine/ifrit-final-fantasy-x was in 2003, such a long time ago. That was when I bought my first PlayStation. It was the Demo version of PS2 and it weighed a ton. The first few games I owned were Gran Turismo and Final Fantasy X. I really did not care for anything else at the time. By that time I was 14. Good years to be a teenager. There are many fantasies that etch the mind of a 14 year old and certainly lots of fun smut that comes from Rikku, LuLu, and wondering if oustide the main characters, would Tidus ever choose one of the girls to take his virginity before marrying that chick who can dance on water. Sixteen years, that is a long time to have grown up with Ifrit.

I ride around my town and I am disheartened by the lack of appreciation their seems to be for comics. There is only one comic book store in the whole city of Chapel Hill NC, only one store in Raleigh, and that is it. Drives me crazy that I can't find the one in Chapel Hill and if I ever did, I'd have to pay for parking cause it is hidden in some obscure part of the city and you can't access it on the main road. Sigh. Anyway, when asking people for directions they don't know where it is or what I am talking about. Pretty sad. Because I create my own works and enjoy expressing my own ideas, there is no one need for me to go to one, but I am spoiled and like to see what others have made. I don't need to commission artists to draw my fantasies for me, but I am lazy and spoiled and like to know what others think about my topics from time to time.

In completing my renditions of Maleficent and finding her a lover: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/maleficent-fantasies-dreams-dirty-version


I'd ask others to do the same to see what they'd come up with. You now know who I would choose to love and seduce Maleficent and why, feel free to share your art, ideas and the desires that spring in your mind when thinking of a lover for the beautiful harpy.


There are only two months left before INKTOBER begins and because I am so slow in developing content I will be spending the time now preparing for it while I hold out to hear from you all about your ideas on Maleficent, I thank those that have supported me: and wish you all the best in your own art adventures. I hope your love for illustrative works only grows with the years.

( https://bmesias063.newgrounds.com/ https://mettatonthesexyboss.newgrounds.com/ )


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Posted by AdventVoice - 2 weeks ago


My birthday was July 25 of this year and my grandmother Peaches called me. I was gone out of the house so I did not get to call her until the 27th and she was busy, so we were playing phone tag for a few days. When I did get in contact with her, she was hysterical.

"What have you been doing?"

"Why can't I reach you?"

"When are you going to send me a letter, so I will have address and we can keep in contact?"

Things like that.

She is a southern-bell. For those of you that may not be abreast as to what that really means. Think of Maureen O'hara, in John Wayne movies, and a mix of Scarlett O'hara as a general characteristic but with mulatto skin and you have my fire breathing grandmother who only a few years ago, while I baked away inside of the internment camps of G.E.O. https://avproductionsblog.wordpress.com/2017/11/24/unless-you-are-willing-dig-you-wont-know/ told me not to come to her funeral if she was ever to die before we saw each other again.


I am the only one of her grandchildren that she can talk to or is willing to speak to with her. Which I know she appreciates because she calls me a lot and demands that I write to her.


I am just at a loss as to what to say to her. She wants to know how I will be getting along in the future and though she was always in support of my love for art, comics, Superman, Marvel and was oh so proud to know my art could actually take me somewhere beyond the life she knew in her youth...I could never tell or share with her my present occupation. Not yet anyway.

I plan on sending her a letter. Not much art I can really share with her. I think I have a few pieces on my list..I might draw her soon. Just for my own entertainment.


It is nice to know she desires a friendship after all these years. She was so hurt to know what happened to me and could be of no assistance. She is going on 60+ and you know, this is the first time she has been able to experience the independence she craved from all of the botched financial ideas of the 60's 70's that she delved into to make ends meet. I won't embarrass her to let you know what she did for a living, lets just say whatever it is I was willing to share with you, she would deny for the sake of her Southern-bell reputation.


Oh the love of a Grandmother.


Posted by AdventVoice - 1 month ago


Just a few more days until my birthday and still I don't know what I should do. A few of you have offered wonderful ideas. Especially @Hellobaphomet https://hellobaphomet.newgrounds.com and @NyanaCreation https://nyanacreation.newgrounds.com/ who I can always count on for ideas and just a fun time. Well while I am trying to figure out if I am to go back to the beach or just sit around and try to reach 300 pieces of art before my next birthday I am more than excited to put the finishing touches to the pile of work that keeps coming across my message boards.


https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/defiance-amanda-berlin-a-bar-kissing Really made a big impression on art communities outside of Newgrounds.com. https://www.deviantart.com/loveseesnogender requested to feature the work and I wrote to https://www.deviantart.com/savvyred to thank her for the support and show of interest. I have been apart of her ComicUnderground group for a while now, sending pieces that I felt really complemented what they were looking for in the way of literature and good story telling. While others claimed not to understand or to relate to the work: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/apt-1012-cover-page established a good footing in the group. In the midst of working on "Defiance," and

https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/lesbian-love I have been looking for a good Yuri-Art group to join to feature pieces that fit the genre. https://www.deviantart.com/garrettjn/favourites/60906991/yuri There are a few fans of mine that collect art like this and though I am apart of https://www.deviantart.com/yaoi-addiction which was accidental really...I have yet to produce a piece for this group that I can say I like or would like to do. I don't receive a lot of requests for it and they certainly would not take works like: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/love-on-the-threshing-floor they are looking for more male action and I have just not gotten around to doing it. Anyone that has ideas to share on this please feel free: In the mean time let me know if you happen to find a group of Yuri lovers that would not mind featuring and discussing https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/eretria-shannara-chronicles-fan-art the curves of women and how other women find joy in them as much as a man does.


Tribute to Adult Anonymous: https://www.deviantart.com/adultanonymous

They have really been giving me a lot of support. They have donated points to the cause of my art. Rarely do they turn down a submission and they had a lot of fun with "Gracie Giggles." Where as Hentai-Foundry.com was not feeling her, this group really enjoyed what her openness brought to the table in the world of NSFW artists: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/ms-gracie-giggles Doing works like this is what I really wanted to do in my local area. Just go from the exorbitantly wealthy and bored homes of self-employed women, open to the idea and present them to my canvas and give them a place in the world of online galleries, in the hopes of transferring this information to the real world one day. Ever since https://www.deviantart.com/adult-artists and others got a taste of what I could with the faces and bodies of real people with a digital format, my twitter account has been full of requests for all kinds of art from some wonderful people.

I can't give too much away, but some of my up coming pieces are of people that agree with me that Sex workers should support sex artists, if not financially, at least with endorsements and the advertisement space for their art and the encouraging of others to be more body-positive.


Will I be working on my birthday?? Hard to say really. As I said before I would like to take more time for myself, just relax and enjoy the few fans I have and talk to them about what got them into the business. Not so much to share this information with you, but to see where they want to go and if my work can help them along. That's me, always looking out for others before myself. The famous hero complex. It is going to wear me out one day.


Posted by AdventVoice - July 11th, 2019


My last few pieces and comics or fan-art pieces have been my attempt to branch away from my usual topics. I've wanted to stay away from politics, religion, talks of ethnic barriers and the tribal functions of our present culture. I stay away from it because I am so sure to be the odd man out on any position. When this is taken off the table, what is left? 


What ever it is that is what I want. 

For some time now I've wanted to illustrate a rather sexy tape worm in my own style in celebration of a community that though many have tried to categorize and humanize, continues to enthrall a crowd seeking to escape, as I, the drudgery of real life and have found a way to fuse Fantasy art with Furry fantasies that is quite amazing. 

 This next piece will be my own attempt to add my name to such an ambitious community. Also to make amends with CringeAndLetCringe who has been waiting for me to draw her character in my style for a while now. In the midst of my distractions and personal projects, I had been contemplating the best way to present her and I decided I would turn her into a  Waifu. That is a trend that has been going well and their is not much to it. Of course I don't say that to belittle the trend. What I mean is, from what I've seen of others presentation, it is merely a reference sheet of a character with no backgrounds, words, or a desire for anything more than presenting an attractive original character in the best light to bid for auction among those that desire to adopt a character. As of yet, I have not done one and I thought, this should be the one that help me get my feet wet. 

 To transfer these skills into making a good cover art piece for a new original character I want to introduce real soon, will be wonderful. Though I don't think she'll come any where near being as desirable as Holly the Tapeworm.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b6UazdAlqhs  


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Posted by AdventVoice - July 8th, 2019


~@Lewdua Fan-Art~


It really should be no surprise to anyone as to why I did it. In hopes of keeping memories alive and the people I’ve come across in my heart forever, I’ve sought to keep spaces in my journals free for certain people. Lewdua is certainly one of them.

iu_38316_6384799.jpg In our talks on discord, she told me once that in real life, she connects with Nessie. https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/lewdua/nessie-missed-the-class-again


That was very helpful because her Crossover series is filled with tons of personalities and situations that real or imagined, aid in understanding Lewdua.


All I want is to understand her. I suppose all fans are that way, but it’s been so long since I can say I’ve ever had this much fun with a comic series and I am so happy to have found her nearly when she got started. I might have missed the introduction by a few months but ever since then I’ve been on her heels, wanting to catch all of the excessive cum in my mouth, not wanting to miss a drop. It is great to just find an illustrator that thinks like you in some regards about life.

Someone I can write to when I am not motivated to illustrate and no matter the topic will be there to push me to create and to give it my best effort every time.


Oh, if she only knew how her encouragement makes the day begin, for a guy like me. I chuckle to myself when I consider what she said when I asked if it was ok if I made a fan-art piece of Nessie and Alison. “Do what you like,” she said and it made me want to do her credit, with my style. Not only that, I hope others come to find her work as wonderful as I do. I hope they find her needed and innovative, a head of her time and a genius, as I do.


I could never take Lewdua out for coffee in real life. She lives too far away, but I would if I could. Just to talk about art, take a class with her and fine tune my calligraphy skills under her tutelage. I am just a fan of really good dreamers. I’ve always wanted to feel I was apart of that number and before anything crazy happens, like the death of international communication or the internet, I would like her to know how much she is loved and respected.


As an artist and illustrator, I too understand the struggle that comes with devising content that will build a crowd and result in a little money in one’s pocket, for the effort. The struggle of convincing loved ones that the time spent online is not merely to make friends, shoot the breeze and masturbate to the next Pornhub camgirl that decides to out do her girlfriends in raising funds for sorority application donations. Though all of these activities are commendable in there ability to provide entertainment, it rarely pays the bills.

It warms my heart to see Lewdua become successful. She may not see it that way. She is modest and more comfortable speaking French than English, but by my standards and I’ve set the bar pretty high, she is a knock out creator and I hope to find her honored one day and selling books of her works through Edward R. Hamilton Bookseller Company of Falls Village, Connecticut. It is a little magazine I order books like Spectrum Art, some of the classic illustrative books by Al Feldstein, J.Simon and J. Kirby, Bill Mauldin, of Willie and Joe:Back Home, Jack Davis: Drawing American Pop Culture.

“Erotic Comics: A Graphic History from Tijuana Bibles to Underground Comix: by Tim Pitcher with G. Kannenberg, Jr. Charts.

“How to make money like a porn star,” by N. Strauss and B. Chang.

All of which were good for the time period in which they were published but none of which can touch @Lewdua.


Or my level of skill for that matter.

A fact that to my pleasure gives me hope that if classics like the before mentioned can still inspire new artists @Lewdua will be of the legends with her name in lights and I’ll have many telling me they were inspired by her presentation.     


Posted by AdventVoice - July 6th, 2019


I have two blogs that I have been forced to upload to https://www.tumblr.com/blog/fadinginfluencerblaze because of Wordpress.com (s) refusal to publish my articles. The last thing that has been read from anyone from there was the story about the Gypsy's from Chicago. There has been a lot going on since then and many may be unaware. So I would like to take the time and share those two articles that were denied publication rights, on the one place, where everything is acceptable.


THIS FIRST ARTICLE IS IN ASSOCIATION WITH THE ART WORK: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/fallen-dreams


 Disclaimer~ Art is devised by me and all editorial work is a solo operation. “Fallen,” will be my last publication before my vacation: https://adventvoice.newgrounds.com/news/post/1057611 If you would like commissions or requests for art work done please visit my patreon account  https://www.patreon.com/AdventVoice https://adventvoice.newgrounds.com/news/post/1057550    https://adventvoice.newgrounds.com/news/post/1057522

From several authorities of art and creativity, I’ve heard something after completing “Loving My Dragon,” something I’ve not heard since I was sixteen. My ability in the arts is worth more than a few hearts, likes and the endorsements of a few passerbys. It is better than what people have been forced to digest in the past twenty four years. Could be longer really. Depends on your tolerance for main stream media.

Forced to settle, due to never being exposed to minds similar to my own. Which there are a lot of us. I’ve realized as I dig deeper into the internet, blogs, and journals of other dreamers.


There was a study, a social experiment really, given by Facebook and other online platforms, seeking to gauge how to rate worker performance by emoji. Wanting to reward creative minds who earn the most accolades and applause of the people. It can become rather addictive and I find I may be falling into that same trend. Advertising more or less for the approbation of people and not so much for pay.

I explained this to a few supporters and they were shocked. Believing me to be worth far more than the few seconds of increased impressions on twitter and the level of dinner table conversation I can influence with a few well directed bards and illustrations of the latest trending topic.


Now if only I could find a paying sponsor that believes the same thing. Then me and the Dream Weaver would really go places. Here’s the thing about me, that is different from your average ambitious and dedicated creator. I don’t want to go anywhere my friends won’t be invited to reap the benefits.  


I’ve seen too much in this life to believe I can do anything on my own and be a success at it. You know I remember a time when people could have 500+ Facebook friends and no one spend a dollar with or on each other. On anything that could turn a profit. Nearly a thousand people talking, interacting, mingling and no money is made on the effort. Oh there is a lot of sexy talk, a lot of people locked up cause the girl is underage and the guy is enthralled with her pictures. Oh there was a lot of room fo shows like “Cheaters,” to corner a market in tracking people via location recognition devices on the broadband signatures, but for nearly ten years, no one was making any real money that would put them on the Forbes list as the best entrepreneur, besides those buying out all of the larger retail stores and Disney. Could be why I spend so much money on everyone else and not on myself. Makes me feel like I am saving the small business owners world, one click at a time.


The loss of Tina-Raze on the                    internet and access to her work has really made me appreciate the gift of visibility attributed to my own work. Sure I desire a physical gallery, but that cost money and you need dedicated staff. An online gallery is a one man show that will last as long as I have material, drive and an interactive audience. But when outside forces wage against one’s output and you are forced to erase everything and the years put into a showcase are no longer accessible; there is something daunting in the realization that everyday I have a chance to present anything, it should not be wasted on the trivial.


That is a sharp word because I highly doubt any of us have the authoritative right to define what is relevant or trivial to a creator. We can choose to interact with a product of not but we can’t say what someone was seeking to share has no value and thus erase them from existence. Not if we have any respect for the sanctity of the culture of art and the freedom in which we universally share this gift.   

~ I can never say enough of how much I appreciate the time we shared and I hope you return to the creative scene soon Tina-Raze.~


 I was reviewing “The Action Bible,” published by David Cook and illustrated by Sergio Cariello. It is an extensive publication that sought to illustrate the entire Bible, without the mistakes seen in previous renditions. It really took that whole group a while to find the best method to bring the Bible to life for young and old readers. I enjoyed their expressive illustrative skills and dedication to keeping to as much as can be had with a book as fantastic as the Bible.

What surprised me was the decision to eliminate the wings of angels and go with the ‘golden locks,’ signature. For years the wings of angels and demons played a big part in aiding people in separating the two worlds. Without the wings, we are no more than disembodied spirits, ghosts of our formers selves and have a long journey yet to that pinnacle of glory that awaits the faithful. So it was taught to me at least.


There were a lot of ideas shared with me as boy that I spend little time contemplating now, because I am a man and more than assured of where I will be regardless of the mistakes in this life.


Others may doubt. Others may seek to clip my wings as I ascend. Others may project their insecurities and through bitter imaginations suggest that because of the curse of Ham, and Nimrod, the black race will never have a place in heaven. Some may build a whole world of fantastical proportions and place compartments, as zookeepers, locks and doors upon the gates, with signs that say, “If you never drank yourself into oblivion while on earth, you go here, you never loved anyone but God you go here, if you never where tempted to fuck a woman in the ass, though she begged for it, you go here.”

Another sign reads, “Collect your white wings for perfect attendance on the earth, to every Sunday meeting.” In this corner of heaven, you should have received a notice in your casket upon death, we were sure to send Gabriel, who after years of working for God, never got his golden winged promotion.


All who have been the black sheep of the family and have been to prison more than once in their life time be sure to collect your “black wings,” down isle five. Five is the number for grace and that is the only reason you’re hear, so don’t be cute and try to steal the ‘white wings,’ from your betters, who happen to shine a little sharper in hue and have more gold flakes in their hair. 


Those who were on earth and always fought for a righteous cause but failed to achieve any victory and remain angry behind the loss, you will receive your ‘red wings,’ in the dust falcons chamber. Some of you were clumsy on earth. Always bumping into things. Could never walk in heels or win a fashion show. Never turned the heads of men or appealed to women. Had a haunch in you back from never learning poise and posturing. Be sure to pick up your set of ‘spotted owl,’ wings, found in the east gate.


God is a god of order and angles never complain about their lot in heaven. There in whatever state they are in, there, they are to be content. There is a hint of a karmic code in association with the hue and colors of heaven and I was never one to believe in eastern influences when it comes to what my place in heaven would be like. I bend so far on earth, doing what I am told, I will go to heaven with white skin, white wings and all curse will be lifted from my body upon death and the curse of the previous life that marred me and made me black, while I was alive. 

I don’t think so. No, I’ve believed for a long time now that even black angles deserve to fly.  https://avproductionsblog.wordpress.com/2017/11/03/even-black-angels-deserve-to-fly/  https://avproductionsblog.wordpress.com/2017/03/18/you-read-it-here-first-black-amethyst/


I know I am not one to be denied.

Those of you that know how to twirl and twerk and shake your tail feathers, to win the Twerk Team Auditionshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rba9Z0CcWwQ&list=PLxwfHzPeMrG0N0E5Q3hBI_vRjXl-BqJAR or hang out with DJ UNK https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TeLdCPINh6M and earn 15 minutes of fame for being a video vixen with a phat ass, you can gather your eagle wings in the North tower. You should notice the Notorious BIG Smalls in the butlers uniform, set to serve and assist you wonderful ladies in fitting for your wings. He was always so good at zipping up Faith Evans dresses, we thought he’d like doing that for eternity.

Just stand there and zip wings.

He was way too dark and ugly so he never earned his own, but Puff Daddy sand and danced enough to ensure he’d make it in. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0LHyvFryW2M


What a joke, eh that might have been a cheap shot to bring Puff Daddy and Biggie into this conversation, it’s just, I am so sick of color being a barrier for people I guess. But as long as there are people, it will play a part in the minds of men and women that hold their minds hostage and will build politics and kingdoms centered around it. We will split God into figures of hued stone that resembles us in some fashion and suggest if he looks like me, then he is the one that created me. Odd considering how I can create characters of different races, backgrounds and love each with as much joy as the next. Why would I doubt God would love me less because my hair is not wavy or red and ruddy and my skin is not peached or pinked, but bronzed and red? Why is my tolerance for people and the curves, shapes and hues greater than that of a god and I am a mere man?


King Solomon, black but comely: I am glad I’ve never heard it taught, due to Solomon’s hue of skin the temple came down. Why are we so caught up with color that we would actually base our safety on it, risk our lives for it? When in the middle of turmoil, pain, upheaval, or simply in a moment of benign joy during an annual parade in the city, color should be the last thing discussed.

Ever since I was a boy, I’ve held a rigid position on color talk. I had to be set because all of my friends where white. My first love was a gothic princess, that used to put a cat collar and a leash around my neck. I lived in New Jersey and traveled to upstate New York and Ohio all the time and had so much fun playing video games, poker or reading comics with white people. Lived in Kansas where they tried to make me where a confederate uniform for the JROTC program. I did not know if it was a joke of if they really felt I would be honoring someone’s death by wearing that uniform.


I sought to be above the barriers poised by classification and color because I am an artist. Because I am a storyteller and find relevance in people and can’t deny anyone based on my insecurities. I would not want someone to look at me and deny me access to anything. A communicable discussion, a forum, anything political, or my own comfort and what I believe to be good for me because of my color, because their preconceived beliefs denotes I should be marginalized.


I laughed myself into stitches, when during my junior year of highschool I realized all of the black children expected me to eat my lunch on the wall and away from the ‘preppy-white,’ children because they decided to self-segregate. Because they felt they did not have a life style or come from a family that could afford to play golf at the local country club. That they would not and were not admitted to be apart of a society setting our grandparents and great grandparents were conditionally denied. I was infuriated by the idea of having to defend my home and right to existence, from people of my own color, if I ever married an Asian, white, Indian, Arab, anything besides a black woman. Especially to look at me, you’d never out right believe I was of African decent until I grew out my hair, which I would wear proudly, long and wild.

Fredrick Douglas had nothing on me in my desire to topple the walls the youth of my generation would build around themselves for the sake of traditions that should have been long dead. I would have loved to ignore this conversation, but it is all over the conservative radio, it is misdirected or used callously on liberal stations and it’s become too easy to degrade someone you might disagree with on a benign social discussion, as a racist.

It is too easy to believe I don’t attribute credibility in the claim when you call me an Uncle Tom because I speak well and try very hard not to curse when it would be so much more convenient to do so.     

https://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/730095


Honestly in the world of art this should never be a discussion and if life truly imitated art in this dynamic the world would be a better place. At least confrontation and schisms would not be as prevalent as it is today. To me it is like we begin the topic of hues and what is beautiful or seen in heaven, because we don’t have anything else to talk about.


I illustrated “Fallen,” as a response to how ridiculous of an idea of not being accepted by God or anyone would feel that way, because they are black. That someone would use the Bible to teach that and we would stop illustrating wings when talking about angels, in order to unify the spectrum of colors that make up our world into the kingdom of Zion.

Hard to imagine; in some aspects we still can’t agree on a marketable environment that unites black, white, Asian, and Indian dreamers.    


THIS SECOND ARTICLE IS ASSOCIATED WITH THE ART WORK: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/armageddon


I received my book from FAKKU.com and it is wonderful, just a shame I could never share it with anyone or read it in public or anywhere besides the comfort of my solitude and dark spaces. I don’t know, I bought it, so I’ll be able to make time to finish it. I am excited with how well “Fallen,” has come along.https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/fallen-dreams https://www.patreon.com/AdventVoice,https://www.deviantart.com/adventvoice/art/Fallen-803479192 I have not illustrated an angel in quite some timehttps://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/we-are-going-old-school and to have the opportunity to do so in response to a lot of negativity that has been broadcast by conservative and secular programs. I’d love to be able to soar over and surmount in real life and it feels good to get it off my chest.https://www.tumblr.com/blog/fadinginfluencerblaze “Fallen Dreams,” be sure to read the article and let me know what you think.

You know I am an artist first and foremost. I am owning it, then I write everything, I edit my own work, correct blogs, connect old stories with new ones, and I love to speak to the world through pictures. Well after “Fallen,” there is a second piece which could be considered the follow-up to the previous conversation. A discourse that was not given much opportunity to see the light of day, through Wordpress.com or any of my connected online galleries and forum sections. Not only are wings to be associated with demons and angels, but when we talk about them, it was always understood that their actions were the direct response or command of, an all powerful god. I say that because the demons answer to their leader and the angels answer to their own leader. It is good verse evil, darkness against light, purity against impurity. That was the tradition. This is the reason for wars, death by chemical warfare, plague, pestilence, children being held with their families or alone in detention centers, without food and toilet paper. This is why we can watch on television government workers playing theoretical tennis with the issues because neither side wants to be correlated with death camps, incinerators, or concentration camps, by illustrators. Painted with the brush of artists like me that does agree there are concentration camps akin to those used in North Korea, in America no matter what those, who did not find the story first, try to tell you. “Cough,” Glenn Beck, ‘your a lying, filthy mouthed troglodyte that won’t be seen in heaven because you keep breaking the ten commandments.’

Just felt like adding that in there cause it is true.

I don’t want him to feel safe because I only illustrated Hillary Clinton and Mueller and not him. I don’t find him attractive enough to illustrate and I don’t know who’d I have fucking him in the ass yet. Maybe Kellyanne Conway, she likes fat men. They all make it too easy to rag on them. I should not be so childish but I am on my 4th of July, vacation as I write this.

Anyway the notion of good and evil being orchestrated by winged beings who whisper in the ear of those with or without influence; I mean just ordinary people can help to move a story along and they are just as susceptible to the supernatural as the President of the United States, whom many may feel is untouchable, but will have to answer for his deeds in the next life, like all of us, is how “Armageddon,” is framed.

For centuries a prophet has come and sought to shed light on which the angels do not know and if they did know, would only be following orders and could not seek to change anything, even if they could. I personally stopped trying at the age of fifteen because I realized, there is a lot I can do before the world ends and I earn my wings.

The month of June was so odd. Wordpress.com (www.avproductionsblog.wordpress.com) Reddit, DeviantArt.com, sites I use to publish articles that give hightlights about present art pieces, and future projects, to promote commissions, requests, and access to my online galleries featured on https://adventvoice.newgrounds.com/   https://twitter.com/Scope2Mars, refused to publish “Fallen Dreams.”

Out of all of my publications, my dilution of the Mueller Report:https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/mueller-report , my cries against For-Profit-Prisons:https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/dream-wavers-aim and overall censorship of creative material, none have ever been deleted, or refused visibility. It was really disturbing; I thought it was something I said, so I moved some things around. Deleted this and that and by the time I was done, there was little to read, yet still I was ‘shadowed banned,’ or whatever that is and all I sought to say was, “Even Black Angels Deserve To Fly!” https://avproductionsblog.wordpress.com/2017/11/03/even-black-angels-deserve-to-fly/  I personally felt the denial of publication rights was due to the giant black angel, but they kept the picture, they refused the words associated with the art. Anytime a person is denied the right to publish an article,I was always intrigued and made to ask, “What is so damaging in that article, that no one should be allowed to read it?” It is those kinds of questions that made “The Davinci Code,” by Dan Brown, “Harry Potter,” by J.K. Rowling, “Dangerous Liaisons,” by Choderlos de Laclos , or Gustave Flaubert ‘s “Madame Bovary,” and several other stories famous, well read and desired by the masses. “Fallen Dreams,” is not a large article. I purposely was not trying to drag out the conversation or bore my readers with a long winded monologue. It does cut to the heart of how I feel about our role as people to curb color barriers in our present culture. Thanks to Tumblr, your able to read the article without the Paid-per-view requirements of my other sites, https://www.patreon.com/AdventVoice

The drama surrounding the article I had hoped to use to guide readers to pay for something that would not have been read anywhere else.

Other online platforms were so against allowing, ‘Fallen Dreams,’ to see the light of day, I’m not even sure if it’s good to mention it, if I desire to have anything else published. Be assured my present apprehension to share my thoughts, has nothing to do with fear of ridicule. I’d rather be told what made someone rebuff me, thus adjustments can be made to correct my ways, opposed to outright denial access to a public forum. With nothing more to gauge a reaction on, than that of the mentioning of black people equally obtaining the right to heaven.

“Armageddon,” is the cover art of this publication. That is what my summer will consist of, showing the world how dark, drab, dreary and repulsive it would be if artists did not exist. If we did not have the ability to take bleached parchment, use the art of calligraphy and the education of the times to chronological the day to day affairs of this world. Things would have gone boom a long time ago.

That could be an exaggeration, but I am sure there is a museum of propaganda art, from WWII, the Vietnam War, Cold War, etc, etc, that inspired you to take a stand, to choose life over death and end the Armageddon’s of our present lifetime.

Is that not what American’s were doing when they were in Cambodia, paving the way for the free world to set up the golden arches along the mountain side? The Dream Weaver holding a briefcase with pieces of parchment and what looks like blank sheets of paper flying in an updraft that does nothing to move the nuclear and radioactive cloud in the distance, without words, says a mouthful. It is hard for me to pin-point which moment in my life made me feel I was facing coming destruction and any amount of work I am able to produce or convey to the people will be as worthless as dust.

Can’t tell you what I’d equate in my life to be as devastating as the events of Hiroshima. I really feel insignificant compared to that day and doubt I’d ever be able to know how they felt or if I ever wanted to. I want to exist in the mind of the millions that have more respect for artists like Hudson & Company Tattoo Studio, than for that of the illustrator. I want to be remembered as an individual not afraid of challenging convention, always seeking to expand his environment and incorporate others into his very small section of the world. I want what would be considered worthless, in the midst of homelessness, unemployment, lack of health insurance, foreclosure of ones home, death camps, migrant detentions centers, Ebola outbreaks, death to ecol i, cancer treatment, radio active exposure, and poisoning, Marshal Law and police states that do not end because of talk of doing without government assistance and welfare would be treated as sedition, insurrection, and treason. To permeate the minds of those around me and release the spark of Wormwood, that when translated means Imagination.

I refuse to be an echoing memory lost in history never having the chance to impart my gift because the enemies of freedom were successful in creating silence. Before everything I hold dear is razed to the ground and replaced by GMOed Spider silk and we are expected to comply to man-made rules of self-preservation from an enemy that can not be seen and a threat materialized from paranoia, hysteria and mentally ill people. I will have my art in every home of the world, continuing to give hope to the dream weaver’s in us all.


BOTH WERE DENIED PUBLICATION RIGHTS AT WWW.WORDPRESS.COM and I really can't tell you why right now. ANYWAY I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY THIS SUMMER!!


  


 


Posted by AdventVoice - June 25th, 2019


Well I am excited that my recent works have received all of the love and support my fans and those too shy to add their names to my list of appreciates, have given them.

Those that have supported the stories, the art, the blogs, and the vision of the Dream Weaver have served my heart well.


I am going to be going on vacation for a few days so if you don’t hear from me, it’s not cause I’ve died or don’t care about what your doing. Far from it. Come July 1-3 I will be at Mertyl Beach. I’d like to take my sketch pad with me but it might get wet. Or someone one might open it while I am not around, or whatever other bad thing that can happen when you try to mix pleasure with work.


I’ll take my camera and be sure to get some shots I can incorporate later in some art works and my journals but the lewd, the dirty and the dangerous will have to wait until after the fire works.


I need to buy some more business cards to hand out to the tourists that line the beach this time of year. If I was not care-giving, I’d hit up the bars and night clubs and pass out pamphlets of my numerous sites and see what kind of reaction I’d get. It is always nice to hear the surprise in people’s voice when they find out your an open minded artist. It is kind of like when #IOTA https://i0ta.newgrounds.com finally realized I could draw, after having followed me for a few months and reading my blogs.


Since I’ll be gone and you’ll need something to keep you busy be sure to check out Beth Bale Artist. Www.bethbale.com she is an interesting water color artist in my area. I plan on emailing her when I get back. I need to find some SFW art to show her cause all the ‘good stuff,’ will only give her a heart attack, but she has some talent and a lot to share. I am sure her outlook can captivate my new and old friends and motivate yall to develop some works that will wow me upon my return. Of course I am easily entertained.  


Posted by AdventVoice - June 24th, 2019


My online appeal has increased a lot in the past few days; despite the fact that this accumulation has only translated into unpaid requests, the advertisement and endorsements for my work is uplifting. Of course Hentai Foundry continues to deny my viewership of a lot of my recent works, I’ve continued to produce what I know appeals to you all. I am especially proud of an interesting piece entitled, “Loving My Dragon,” which does not have much of a story or motivation, outside a desire to incorporate ideas from other dreamers and my own creations into creative situations. I personally have always wanted a pansexual friend and now I can empathize through the eyes of Alexia Thorne https://www.f-list.net/c/alexia%20thorne/ I was just fortunate to find a person that not only appreciates my dirty mind, but the art I use to express it.

As I created Alexia Thorne I had not realized how much she reminded me of Alice (Medral) https://www.deviantart.com/medral who as you all know is one of the many artists that inspire and encourages my own ability. In all aspects really. It was so wonderful to have her input on one of my recent articles https://adventvoice.newgrounds.com/news/post/1057074 and to know she could correct, add to, just be apart of the conversation and wanted to be. I have to add a disclaimer that Alexia Thorne is not related in anyway to Alice (Medral), but I can see it and I’ve been wondering how many other creators have run into this particular situation where they can relate with their own creations and see aspects of real people, reflected into their work?


I have friends in Trinidad that make me laugh when they talk about my ability to draw from my mind. I don’t know how they feel about others but I know they go on and on about my creations and believe I open portals and give the world a glimpse of my dreams through my art. Which when I am not using references, for the sake of detail and a desire to be politically correct, I agree with their analysis of my motivation and reasoning for the work. They don’t see it as demonic or entertaining demons like Christians do, but they are certain about the opening of spiritual portals. They feel our dreams are doors for the spirits and sometimes they are modes of communication.

That is why card readers: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/euriidice-and-the-dream-weaver Horoscope deciphers, palm readers and cute little witches have always intrigued me.

As a Dream Weaver, I’ve always desired to have an oracle I can communicate with to aid me in deciphering a few convoluted messages.


https://avproductionsblog.wordpress.com/2017/05/07/its-a-new-dawn-its-a-new-day-and-im-feeling-good/

It’s been nearly five years and I still can’t find anyone that can help me decode the dream of the “Deer tenderloin, the block of cheese, and slab of fish,” dream.


I have just as much doubt of anyone being able to come up with a logical reason as to why I am fantasizing about dragons and which of the many spirits aided me in developing it for you. In truth it is much easier to own my perverted love affair with pansexual futanari dragons and the neko’s that have the insatiability to handle their girth. Not to blame anyone for my fantasies or suggest the years of reading the smut of other writers has had anything to do with my never ending stories.

I just don’t think it is as satisfying for you to think that as I am alone in my quite moments, Alexia Throne sits next to me and whines and complains from feeling neglected. Desiring to express herself and to nut.

While her hands play in my hair, she whispers in my ear, “Give me a dragon to love.” Explains her need and my fingers manifest what she says.

That is all well and good, but wouldn’t it be more desirable to think there is a tribe of dragon lovers out there who sit around a fire chanting and singing and from the flames rise a futanari winged goddess who picks from the crowd a red-headed neko whom I created?