I completed the portrait's of Rebecca and I suppose, before I could go into discussion of her I should say, I can't tell her story. I should not speak on her motherhood. Instead I will speak on my ability to worship her...as a wind goddess.
I'd be willing to call her wife if she chose to travel with me. She tells me her story in confidence and I dane no further.
Some claim to have seen thinfo that give them fire proof skin, but my scars run deep. Her confidence in me is very important, mind you. So I will shaRe this about her. She has always been kind to me. Despite knowing, my darker thoughts. She does not see me as evil, like my mother. Yet in her kindness, I would never seem to abuse her.
Took me weeks to learn when she is involved with another man. She never really tells me. Oh sure, I've had dreams, but that can't replace the reality of her winddressed presence.
Well now that I'm done fawning..on to pressing matters.
I have nearly lost my present occup at ion here in my nice home, caring for an elderly woman. It was to come to an end a whole lot sooner.
the man that has not trusted me since I began living here..is going to have me kicked out. I have packed art supplies and moved a lot into the basement, of Odd Co. (( a small shop of artists up the road))
In light of the changes and not wanting to loose acess to the shop and the crew, I'm looking to take anther job and buy an apartment. Wouldnt that be grand? I think so. The man that never trusted me, has been filed with rage because I won't tell anyone what I do all day. He went so far as to accuse me of havingredients no talent and lying about all of the places I have been and the lives I've witnessed in my travels. That I lied about being homeless in stages of my life. Homeless I'll be after losing this job.
I could not carry 4 years of art around in barrels- I don't have many friends becausee the very notion of being an ex-con turns people away.
So when my current employer says,"you have to leave," I realized he'd forgotten or no longer believes, that homelse's people deemed useless and worthless, we're picked up in droves, held captive and rot to this day in PRIVATE PRISON FIRMS. ((G.E.O.)). Held captive and re-educated, until they could prove they can care for themselves, under State guidlines and not common sense measures.
This cycle of corruption begins with the Christian who believes, if someone is not completely transparent, they are evil and not be trusted.
I am always pushing the envelop of any original contract to secure a good position for myself, if that is manipulation, then we are all guilty.