My family really doesn't understand how depressing it is to me considered a lazy person and, constantly being told how stupid I am, after not showing any signs of improvement, you know that my tests came back and they say they don't see any signs of brain damage, then what is causing the shakes, cause the moment I stand for too long on my twisted leg, I have these fits, or if I miss too many meals, I don't know, they didn't occur until after I had my first covid shot, so I'm sure it was a side effect of the vaccine, but I don't think adding more stress to my tortured leg is going to make my balance return or my ability to jog around the block. I mean if I just start running , the worse that will happen is that I fail, no big deal. But you know the leg brace is not made for running. This is just stupid to me to even think about because my family gets paid by my disability, so you'd think that they would shut up and let me wollow in my thoughts of a past of great sex, and on my birthdays buy me some pussy, no such luck, but you know next year I may just ask them for that.

Instead I get told that I watch too much TV, too many movies, and could be doing more to contribute. They take my money and I don't ask for anything, I could demand more but I try to consider that I don't want to be a useless fuck all my life, so I try to appease a bit, but then I think, hey I'm the disabled one here, fuck off, and let me watch my shows.

Like really if they put me in a home, don't they loose access to my money?? I need this verified.