How do I make friends online?

I was asked this very interesting question by a wonderful artist friend a few days ago that has been having trouble navigating social media and other platforms that allow us to establish contact with people outside of our own comfort zones.

Coming from a military background, and having seen a lot of the world and having traveled by foot across America in the past, I have never considered that there would people that did not understand the power of solicitation and why it is considered illegal and frowned upon in so many states of the greater united states.

The first few things I learned over the years about social media is that one should not be afraid to share how they feel or devise a conversation. Most people don’t know what they want to talk about and so it is wonderful to begin most conversations with a question. A lot of the times I make it about them because most people like to talk about themselves, opposed to listen to stories about you, who is asking questions about them. There was a time in my youth when I began with the abc’s of getting to know people online. “What is you asl? (Age, Sex, Location) from there we typically can decide where not to take a conversation. After you have determined who you are talking to, always affirm the boundaries of how long this conversation will last and what the topic is.

For example, a lot of the time I like to talk about money and the prospect of making it with the assistance of others. For a long time I have felt if it does not make dollars it won’t make cents and that is really true to life. Whether I am spending that money or they are spending it on me does not matter. Money is going to be spent somewhere.

I don’t particular condone using money to make friends online, but what other use for the internet is there? This idea of making solicitation illegal to curb online prostitution, pornography and the sex market, has gone on too far and the reason why I push so much to interact with people despite our very clouded legal system. The War on Whores and Sex workers should not affect me as an artist but the laws set against solicitation, and making ends meet to pay rent or to build a financial enterprise online has taken a toll on many industries and I don’t want you, I, or any future generations to continue to suffer, due to the misunderstands of past corporate bodies.

As artist, creators, musicians and entertainers we are in the business of giving people what they want but we are not slaves to the people. We have the ability to interact with the world and actually move it. The silence that is impending from our lack of existence and accessibility is much too daunting to consider. So when I read reports from conservatives or liberals that suggest there is something wrong with this present generations dependency with the internet, cell-phones, and telecommunications industry which is what has grown into our now global social media outreach platforms, I am horrified at their present inconsideration to our creative spark.

It is much like my irritation with my family and friends who don’t consider https://twitter.com/Scope2Mars

https://twitter.com/i/moments/1118196712034709504

https://avproductionsblog.wordpress.com/2019/04/16/art-beyond-walls/

https://adventvoice.newgrounds.com/

https://www.deviantart.com/adventvoice

https://www.patreon.com/AdventVoice

And the million other forms of communication to be lucrative or affective in the way of business but when they desire to begin a self employed business, desire to use these very same platforms to advertise there less marketable ideas.

As a young man communicating my desires to those around me in the hopes of merely devising conversation is all I knew. Being friendly with everyone, even those that think differently and express their own desires in means of which I could never dream is what made University education a thing of massive beauty. In the midst of college I realized that we were all fresh out of highschool playing as adults in a world that was not ready for us. Thus everyone was friend and potential business partner and that is how I still see the world and desire to communicate with people.

It is how I would expect others to communicate with me, especially if I am in a position to send funds to aid in there capital ventures, great and small.

I see you all as potential owners of companies that will outshine the days gone by and that is why I seek to appeal to your better natures and keep in your good graces. The merchant has a saying that will never tire, “The customer is always right.” Those of us that have gotten in the business of supplying products to the masses of volatile worth have to consider that those consuming our product line have a say in what they are receiving and when we ignore it, we are only hurting ourselves. It incentives creators to get out there ask people what they would like see, how can we reinforce their dreams and by helping others we help ourselves.

At least that has been my personal motto and it has served me well. Thus far.

You have to remember, before I became the author https://www.smashwords.com/profile/view/AVplusME and creator https://www.pixiv.net/member.php?id=37570430 I am today I was a traveling kid, a pikey, and without a home or a job that could keep a roof over my head, I had to play music on the street, fill my hat with about $500.00 in cash and then go to Vegas, play cards like crazy to turn that into $5,000.00, just to do it all over again. All of it was through communicating with people and giving them a product that made them enjoy life. At least more than I was.

I had to keep a smile on my face and remember that my dreams of a better tomorrow are what fuel my creative engine and as long as I am not in the same place or predicament that I was the day before, then I am getting ahead.

Living life day by day, hour by hour, one dream at a time, in hopes of one day holding the universe in a glass.

Those where my beginnings and as long as I am not back there in reality and have a product to sell, then I have a reason to communicate with people and make more friends who will keep me out of the hands despair that captured so many people in my “under privileged,” past.

I placed that phrase in quotations because that was recently summed up of my life by a very interesting person who though she is getting older, lived a rather jaded life and thought because of my stories and reality and how I look at things, I only devise these articles from the realm of an under class individual, looking to become famous and do nothing with the money I earn, besides spend it with the undeserving.

That is a bad business policy. I can’t get along with people if I am going to go around calling people undeserving or more deserving based on what they have in their wallet. Sigh. So I never establish friendships based on what they can give me, but what I can give them from the sweat of my talent.

In return for their talent and with proper pay for what they produce. What is proper? What ever you ask for, of course. Just don’t ask for a million dollars cause I have not devised a million dollar plan yet.

One day maybe.

A signature way I have decided to make friends with world after such a long and difficult journey, is not being afraid to share my story. https://avproductionsblog.wordpress.com/2016/07/ I don’t know of many of have read this piece of description about my work, but that was one of the original aims of the website, was to aid others in realizing that they are just as important anyone else. There art and talent, their music, their poems, that spark needed to be seen and heard and remembered and if someone like me can devise content worth reading, so can others. I try rather hard to hold onto these memories so not loose the aim of my mission.

You all have something to share and it is in my willingness to listen that I write this article today. Wanting to encourage us all to remember the internet, social media, blogs, and telecommunications is about connectivity and we as a society need it. I love the fact that the internet has allowed me to be apart of a global society and speak to people from Russia, Prague, Slovakia, Sweden, and California and anywhere else people will listen. I am amazed when I receive a response or a like from someone from the U.K. who stumbled upon my articles and decided to chime in, give their view point and teach me something.

That to me is better than money a lot of the times. That is what allows Discord and Skype to me a stroke of genius and Pay-pal to be a wonderful tool. To transfer funds for ideas created in our solitary moments.

I hope as creators you don’t miss out on the chance to be friendly with others and work on your people skills. From there you can become what ever you want to be. You can sit in your loft towers of imagination and inspire those younger than you to keep the franchise of the Arts alive and valuable.

Yes. This is how you make friends online. By remembering we all need each other to keep networks flowing and the possibility of building those mansions in the sky a reality.

It is also a good way to fill in the time and not feel so lonely.

With my desire to speak to people on any range of topics. I never really have to claim I am alone anymore. With the internet, there should always be someone there willing to listen.

Maybe spend/receive a little money.  

Well that went by a lot faster than I thought it would. Again I am sorry to those that have been expecting this article but have had to be held up from reading it because of my lack of an internet connection.

It is here. My discourse on why I enjoy the pleasantly plump and why I think you should as well. It is not terribly long. I at times thought I should go into more detail, but then I figured you all really don't care what I think and will choose to go in whatever direction you feel is right for you anyway.

Does not hurt to give my two cents on some issues and I enjoy doing it if It means those I entertain will see things from another side of the fence or wall, or whatever it is that separates us.

https://avproductionsblog.wordpress.com/2019/04/16/art-beyond-walls/

Well I have been MIA for a couple of days and I know a lot of you might have missed me.

I do apologize for not checking in. I have been having some phone and internet problems but that is not to worry you. I am sure if more of you send a few dollars to https://www.patreon.com/AdventVoice and aid in the cause of showcasing art and stories of interest to myself, then you won't have to be bothered with my adventures with phone companies set out to tax me blind and internet providers set on keeping me honest.

I may have been without the internet and phone access for a while but that has not stopped my desire to push art works or entertain you in some way. So I would like to take the time to present a list of things I have been working on in the interim of no twitter feed distraction, no phone calls, and zero inspiration from all of the wonderful people of the internet.

First I would like to say I am introducing a new character to the Dream Weaver Tales. Her name is Euriidice. Much like the creator of >> https://www.deviantart.com/euriidice She is a card reader and has an interesting story to share with the Dream Weaver and I am excited about showcasing the work.

I am sad that I as asked by Jazmin&Jazz https://www.deviantart.com/jazminandjazz to take down an article and piece of art I made for her. https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/let-freedom-ring This is why I am thankful for Newgrounds.com and my own personal website...so when those that desire to stifle creativity use my kindness against me, I always have an ace in the whole. To view works that have been blocked by, well I don't think there is a word for a person that says, "Draw me naked, the kinkier the better," and then asks me to take down the showcase....What do you call that?

Anyway catch what you can't see anywhere else @ https://avproductionsblog.wordpress.com/ and https://www.patreon.com/AdventVoice

What else has been going on. Oh before I forget, I have this massive project in store about plus size women. A while back I wrote about my take on what a real women and what is a superficial woman https://www.deviantart.com/adventvoice/journal/The-Real-Woman-vs-The-Superficial-789426608 for my home girl https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/medral-fortuna-favet-fortibus-alice who for the life of me I will never understand why she thinks she is unattractive or fat, but you know I tried my best to cheer her up, but it was not working. She wants to stay angry at those that shame fat people online and no matter how many times I say plus size women are attractive, she shuts me down. I can illustrate them all day https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/faye-foxx

https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/russian-love https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/mystic-brew https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/siren-s-allure-the-desire-of-woman-page-3 and still she is going to go on about how she does not like how she looks: https://www.deviantart.com/medral Nothing I can say to get her out of it. But that did not stop me from writing my newest segment that allows me to showcase more plus size women and express how they are just as lovely and deserve followers as much as women like Jazmin. Hard place to be in right now but I can see the light.

I also received permission from Elizabeth Morgan

‏ 

@templeharlot156

 Apr 12

To illustrate her and add her to my article on the glories found in large women.

https://twitter.com/templeharlot156/status/1116731836129001472

So though I am ready to publish, I will have to hold off until I finish that last illustration..maybe by the end of the week..who knows. At least you have a heads up on what is going on my overactive brain.

I was asked to join https://www.deviantart.com/patreon-findpatrons by the founder https://www.deviantart.com/yaomi87

Yaomi87

Lithuania <<<< I will have to contact her and ask what she really wants from me, and I think what she has to offer would be wonderful for: @hellobaphomet https://hellobaphomet.newgrounds.com/ if she wants the opportunity, I will have to do some more research but any particular group willing to talk to me should be willing to graft her in as well. Crossing my fingers.

That is a lot for now. More coming soon. Stay tuned!

I was rather disappointed in myself for not completing "Moonlit Ride." It really is not like me to end an illustrated short in only three sequential pieces or pages. I personally like each story to be as long as 4-5 pages. Making room for continuations of a story at a later date. For  congruence's sake and as a celebration of the endless support of I received from nyanacreation.newgrounds.com/ I felt I should add two more pages and possibly one day fulfill her desire of making this segment a stand alone series all it's own. An entire series that displays a dynamic of the Dream Weaver we rarely see. 

 The question remains; "While I complete the tales of a love shared between the two, will they ever culminate their affections in actions further than a kiss?" 

"N" is not like the other women in the Dream Weavers life. She is and has never been the one night stand type and despite all of the negativity surrounding his life she stills wants to be around him, in his arms and hidden from a world that would express contempt toward her sensual desires for a black artisan, that continues to struggle to move the heart of his peers toward a future beyond the global meltdown of 2008. 

They each continue to croon to one another of a love that will carry them along their Moonlit Ride. 

You can catch the entire segment and other stories on https://www.pixiv.net/member.php?id=37570430 without interruptions from my overactive imagination.

Initially as I begun the project I was confronted with the question of how long characters should interact with one another before they commit to a physical relationship beyond a few kisses?

I really have not come up with an answer that I feel would be universally appealing. Some readers like authors to get to the point, not to drag events on for so long that they become bored with the story. Others really enjoy reading romantic themed writings and find the play and juggling of language the best part. I would still like someone to give me an average ball park perspective of how many pages of content they are willing to read to before the promised nut action is to be delivered?

https://twitter.com/Scope2Mars/status/1110263424116838401

The above link is a way for those of you who tune into my work to give feedback for the world to see. The more of you that show support of the articles and the illustrations and general content, the more comfortable people like https://twitter.com/Ignacio81594962/status/1110335115144716290 Darth Morbius will feel with stories about doctors taking an attractive person who happens to be there patient under the promise of client privilege protections that ensure, what happens behind closed doors, won't be made public.

A lot of my art and written content has met the approval of my bro @Braivety

https://twitter.com/Braivety/status/1084175564515102721

Poke: Poke: Stab: Stab: Hilarious, No More Fire Emblem!!

Anyway back to the main topic of the letter. My manager...https://bmesias063.newgrounds.com/art is throwing down some new work...I am really excited about it. I gave him my list of possibles and can't wait to see who he chooses to work on.

Ok here we go!

Two old first would be

1: Urd (Oh My Goddess!): made her first appearance 1989

2: Kisaragi, Honey: debuted in Shin Cutey Honey Aired: Apr 21, 1994 to Nov 21, 1995

C.C. Code Geass <<<I know that would seem fairly new to some people but anything past a decade should count as old.

I was thinking about Kurokami 2004 is pretty old as well, but I felt she was too unknown to be considered anything but she can be hot when she wants to be.

Now that we are done traveling back in time for a bit, it is on to the NEW

3: Mikasa Ackerman from Shingeki no Kyojin Season 2 (Attack on Titan Season 2)

4:I think you should bring back the “Woman Enforcer,” she deserves a name as well: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/bmesias063/src-studio-struggles-of-a-woman-enforcer-sample very hot!

5: Violet Evergarden (Violet Evergarden) I think you might have fun with her: Violet Evergarden (ヴァイオレット・エヴァーガーデン, Vaioretto Evāgāden) is a Japanese light novel series written by Kana Akatsuki and illustrated by Akiko Takase. It won the grand prize in the fifth Kyoto Animation Award's novel category in 2014, the first ever work to win a grand prize in any of the three categories (novel, scenario, and manga).

Now if you don’t believe this task was difficult check out what NewType Magazines has considered in there listings and that was as old as 2018, they have not even touched this years line up and most of there characters are how do we say, outdated! https://www.reddit.com/r/anime/comments/8d47s9/newtype_character_ranking_may_2018/?utm_source=BD&utm_medium=Search&utm_name=Bing&utm_content=PSR1

Who ever he leaves out will give me room to work on myself and don't forget I still plan on banging out Spunky Knight soon.

Just with all the work on Dream Weaver projects and after Hentai Foundry took 6 days to tell me they were not in the mood to discuss interracial ideas...I wanted to bring the matter to my fans and ask you to head to twitter and cast your vote and lend ideas on what new projects you would like to see for the months of April and May.

Can't wait to hear from you!

I have a new artistic commission/request, that I kind of imposed myself upon. Tina-Raze https://tina-raze.newgrounds.com/ also known as Tina_Raze 🔞 @RazeTina on twitter is a 18+ nsfw artist with a touch of social anxiety trying to figure out how to do the online thing, and really is no need of my input at all. She teamed up with @panflutesexual (Better known as Bitterbloom) and they have devised an amazing furry segment of comics.

 My favorite line of jokes at the moment are: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/tina-raze/always-ready and https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/tina-raze/yes-yes-yes

 Tina_Raze says, “I made Bitterbloom for @panflutesexual He's a beastand I love drawing him.”

I agree with her sentiments. I felt it would be nice to aid a married couple in their sexual marital fantasies, this really takes ‘comic construction,’ and national publication to another level. At least for me. It is nice to think some of the art I’ve devised could arouse NSFW furry enthusiasts from around the country.

Tina_Raze is new to the field of illustration but she is holding her own well and she feels she is too slow at presenting work for her viewers. I have always felt I was too fast and it takes time to present tasteful presentations. The more time you spend on a project, the better it turns out.

https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/tina-raze/yes-yes-yes Clip Studio Art, has really worked out well for her and has inspired me to take the field a lot more seriously, in hopes of keeping artists like them coming back for more. I personally hope this group submit there works to viz.com/originals for the 2020 collaboration expo. It was always my dream when I was younger to entice VIZ Comics into accepting my American flavor to comics.

 I am hoping that these requests and commissions I have been engaging in and those that accept the work feel I gave my heart in return for a moment of their time. To continue with my current admiration of Razzy and Bitterbloom, I’d like to commend the love they illustrate.

To imagine furries of completely different species having each other so completely, brings to mind all I tried to achieve or failed to achieve with my past lovers and son’s mother. Makes me wonder what I’d illustrate myself as, if I was a furry and what kind of furry would take me into her “Deep Forest,” and love me so completely and animalistically. Passionately would be the word for human interaction and I imagine any deep passions between furies would be fur-tingling good.

Those close to me claim devoutly to ‘love,’ me and desire my good, but I know for a fact that if they were aware of my furry obsession, and NSFW art devotion, illustrative habits and ambition to not only grow my fan base but to assist in raging a movement that once and for all ends the prohibition of healthy Freudian sexual intercourse or demonization of the consumerization that aids in the sell of information and art relative to prospective buyers; encouraging the distribution of deviant behavior that retains a range of beauty seen by it’s beholder. Those close to me would deny me love as seen between Razzy and Bitterbloom. Instead, asking me to burn my art, feel shame for my thoughts and die quickly from a deficiency of fulfillment.

Recently I was asked, “What will you do if you lose the job you have now, that allows you the freedom to share your stories in hopes of gathering dreamers to your cause?”  

 I dred to dream of returning to the life of a starving bum, fiddling or playing harmonicas on roof tops for my daily bread. To have no wife or children, a home, an occupation to allow me to gain the dividends needed to continue to spill my soul from my Scope2Mars. There is nothing else.

Just as Razzy and Bitterbloom lose themselves in their moments of bliss, I lose myself in the peace generated in the distribution of my talent. A talent unappreciated by family friends, or my county. A county set to become a lot more popular soon with the present racial unrest behind a civil war statue that has stood proudly in the center of our interracial town for as long as anyone can remember. As the city rages over statues set to crumble, I rage over ambitions unrealized and dependent on me never being a ‘traveling kid,’ or pikey again. I spit at the thought. To be denied peace found in secured shelter, food, and companionship because of yokes that refuse to release me to be free, to forgive and bask in a love found in the sunsets of the deep forests of Razzy and Bitterbloom.

~ “Oh how vicariously I dream weave of a day when I too can love as they do.” ~

Three days ago Mehohwow ( https://www.deviantart.com/mehohwow ) a Brazilian artist who in the course of single month has achieved a lot through her art presentation: Mehohwow has 1,190 pageviews in total; their 0 journals and the 5 deviations in their gallery were viewed 367 times. Mehohwow watches 253 deviants, while 24 deviants watch Mehohwow. Overall, their deviations received 58 comments and were added to deviants' favorites 112 times, while Mehohwow made 162 comments, about 2.69 comments per day since joining DeviantArt. This means that Mehohwow gave 28 comments for every 10 received. The deviation with the most comments is Him with 16 comments, while the most favorited one is Toast, with 38 favorites. The most viewed deviation is Toast with 106 views. 19 favorites were given for every 10 comments. Every 12 days Mehohwow uploads a new deviation, and it's usually on a Wednesday, when 1 (20%) of deviations were submitted. The busiest month was January 2019 when 3 (60%) deviations were submitted. The majority of deviations are submitted to the digital art gallery (4), while the favorite category was people > open format with 3 deviations. Comments per deviation: 11, Favorites per deviation: 22, Views per deviation: 73, Comments per day: 0.96, Favorites per day: 1.86, Deviation views per day: 6.1, Pageviews per day: 19.

 Well when I first met her I noticed she did not have a profile avatar and I thought, ‘why not make her one?” I offered to draw her something that would fit her personality and this is what I came up with after a few days conversation: https://www.deviantart.com/adventvoice/art/Brazilian-Furry-Commission-WIP-2-789867374

 Well as a thank you for the finally development she gave me 50 power points. Which I am not sure she understood how much that meant to me at the time.

Not long before I began working on her profile image: https://www.deviantart.com/adventvoice/art/Brazilian-Furry-Commission-WIP-3-789984214, I had set aside donation gifts for those who were willing to donate power points or money to my artistic endeavors.

31-60 points = llama 15 Faves, Watch and Collaboration Features on www.patreon.com/AdventVoice and appreciation journals to be featured and shared here and adventvoice.newgrounds.com/

This is what I had hoped to give her in return for showing her appreciation for my work. In hopes of broadening my viewership and expanding the stories I tell, I will need more points to become a Core Member.

When you like my art, I would be glad for the added points. Along with llama trades I will give free advertisement space and devise art to promote your works in trade of power points.

https://www.deviantart.com/adventvoice/art/Brazilian-Furry-Mehohwow-789997031

Interested parties can request work, donate power points for the commission and dependent  upon how much they give, be rewarded with a prize of my choosing.

Since my Brazilian benefactor was so sweet on me and gave more than I could have expected, she will be featured and promoted on Newgrounds.com via this article. I will share this article on my twitter account in a moment all of it’s own. In singing her praises, I hope those that read of her will get to know her style and contribute to her world of art, that I’ve come to appreciate.

Maybe one day I can get her and those that read this article to chime in on these questions, to assist in my up coming features of art that will associate more “Human to Furry,” work.  

 “Who is your favorite artists?”

“What are some expectations for your artistic development?”

“How old were you when you first began to love art, where were you, who was the artist that inspired you?”

“What is your favorite still life production?”

“What is your favorite song to play while you compose a piece of art?”

“What is your favorite piece from your own collection?”

“What would you imagine to be a good art contest to enter for the month of April-May?”

Please be sure to answer the questions in the comment section of this article, I will response presently.

Well that is all for now and I am so glad you guys could be here while we celebrate https://www.deviantart.com/mehohwow and her 50 point donation!!!

A few days ago I asked,

Abysmal0 https://abysmalzero.newgrounds.com/, who is not to be confused for others of similar names:

https://twitter.com/abysmalapathy or https://www.deviantart.com/abysmaljack, and artistic motivations, about a character from her collection of erotic beauties. Who she would like to see pared with the Dream Weaver?

Pared is not the right word. I wanted to know who she thought would be a suitable fuck for him. I was expecting just one of her characters and to my pleasure and I am sure to any man’s desire, she offered me her twins. Ebony and Amber

(The Irish red head on top is Ebony) and (The German blond on the bottom is Amber)

Age 29, Dom (Ebony) and Sub (Amber)

Separated at birth, Ebony living with her father in Ireland and Amber with her mother in Germany, the two of them reunited on a late night while Ebony was taking her motorcycle sabbatical after her father's death in her early twenties.

They immediately felt something special between them...but didn't realize that special something could be them being twins until they saw their mother's reaction at Ebony.

When you're raised as strangers, it certainly makes things complicated. For now, all the two know is that they want to spend their time together living it up, however fleeting it may or may not be.

Fun Design Detail: The two were designed to be a play on Guiness and Heineken beers. 

Abysmalzero was certain from what she knew of the Dream Weaver, he would especially enjoy Ebony. The redhead who is the more dominate of the two. Prior to this introduction I had not seen any renditions of these twins. In fact when she mentioned twins I began to search for her various galleries looking for her original characters that would fit that description and was sure she meant Kime and Kimi: 

(https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/abysmalzero/kimi-x-kime)

Guess which is the "evil" twin. P:

I think the one with the clearer glasses, giving pleasure to the one on top is the 'evil,' one or at least most in control most of the time.

Which would not have been a bad deal either. Overall I find most of her designs and sensual ideas to be so delicious that I go to bed dreaming of her creations. I am sure she blushes to herself to know she has such an effect on men like me. I’ll have to ask her one day if knowing someone is aroused by her inner most expressions of desire is an added bonus to her productions?

As I’ve begun working on the sketches of my numerous projects, I’ve started to think of the words of wisdom coming from my mother.

I know, I know, it is odd to think of your mother as you decide the right position to illustrate a threesome with two twins, one German, the other Irish. Each moaning in pleasure from the insatiable gun slinger, who’s seen the under belly of the American penal system, more than any healthy individual should. I mentioned her, my mother, because I remember as a child she was so certain that their were just not enough “Black,” faces in entertainment, literature, movies, cartoons. Etc. It just was never enough and she certainly was not trying to understand our (my siblings and I) midnight binges of Adultswim or AniNation (https://issuu.com/anination-theinternationalanimation). Now that I mentioned it and have an original character few have seen I should send the Dream Weaver to Newtype, if it is still being published in print.

As I begin this process and advertise my work, I wonder at times if my mother can see it and if she does, is she pleased with the idea of a sharp shooting vagabond who travels from his dreams to anywhere he wants to be, fulfilling the needs of others, before his own. Speaking up for the weak, standing with whores. Strengthening the fatherless, wanting more for the unlovable and changing the perspectives of the cynical who spend their days dreaming of outrages to correct, or how unfair a social system is, without providing rational solutions?

I have really appreciated the acceptance of the Dream Weaver from those that have read of him: https://www.deviantart.com/adventvoice/journal/The-Dream-Weaver-784160376 and those willing to donate power points and real cash into the development of his overall story. I have a lot of love to give to https://www.deviantart.com/spaceshipearth for their recent show of support.

To receive such consolidation from Abysmalzero goes a long way as well. When she said I could devise fan art based on her original characters, I was excited. When an independent character is given freedom to be themselves and not compared to the gazillion ideas that came before them, you know you’ve developed something special.

Of course it is hard to say if my mother, friends, and close associates could really get over their own biases or limited ideas of what a ‘hero,’ is supposed to look and act like, enough to dive deep into the cogitations of the Dream Weaver to understand why Abysmal0 believes he could handle twins or even deserves to.

In my family we still argue over whether or not the God of the Universe will punish a man for having more than one wife or condemns adultery with the death of the children born out of wedlock? Since I was a boy, born out of wedlock, I taught to those around me that men like King David, King Solomon, and Judge Jehu or the ((Adulteress of the Wall (John.8 KJSV)) each had a level of favor from God despite their conduct behind closed doors.

 I was not wrong either. God permitted David to have an many wives as he desired, he was just not permitted to steal and kill for one. King Solomon could love as many lovers as he could handle wisely, if they all worshipped God as he did and did not show favor to the designs of those outside of the mystery that is laid up for the righteous of the Lord God of Israel. Judge Jehu, born out of wedlock become high the house of elders despite his mothers sex crimes, and was given many victories in battle, from the Lord. The Adulteress of the Wall, I call her that because the elders of Israel were going to stone her to death until it was revealed that their lives were no better than her own and since only the righteous can judge the unrighteous, only the pure of heart can obtain any real balance, in our very dark world. She is then free to live and sin no more.

 Of course this message just sets my family in a rage and convinces them that I have fantasies of married women coming to please themselves in my parlor and God finding no fault if simply allow him to watch. The truth is; if you find yourself in the presence of two beautiful women who look good and are willing to give you the universe; if you do so in return, for no other reason than love and compassion, who can fault you on how you express that love? Only those not receiving the same.

 In September of this year a court order in India was issued in which telecom companies were ordered by the government to block 827 porn sites; as we have the nerve in America to presume the denial of potential economic securities is not political.  (https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/theshadling/twitch-thot)

I’ve just been having a hard time trying to understand what people get out of denying sex. I can only presume from what little I know; government officials are simply upset that they are not on the receiving end.

 Several interesting facets as I have been working on my latest NSFW production: ((https://www.patreon.com/posts/dream-weaver-his-25324029))

A year ago, I realized there was a lot of censorship of data from Google and tech firms and knew if I sought to get the word out about civil issues I’d be blocked: https://adventvoice.newgrounds.com/news/post/1009939 & https://www.reddit.com/user/LaughingMANB/comments/88dt0r/now_why_would_this_occur/?ref=share&ref_source=link Yet their was no proof outside of no ‘real,’ engagement, good or bad from anyone about some very controversial discussions I was wanting to have at the time. Now I can actually see the flags posted on my website. It is very dishearting to know my livelihood and the potential for more, paid for my talent is non-existent. For many reasons and a thousand different dynamics but mainly because of my promotion of ‘positive sex,’ heterosexual interactions, the male ego, interracial relationships and prison reform away from progressivism.

Now it is not impossible for me to change my content. To discuss something else, to never ever again speak on the abuses online institutions, who find it convenient to deny artists visibility and traffic because for St. Patrick’s Day, I illustrated a Caucasian woman kissing an African American. I could begin to only draw Pokémon, landscapes and birds. I could say nothing of the parallels between what happened in ancient history to Dream Weavers of the past and the hunt that is occurring now. I could completely dilute my talent, draw stick figures and discuss my latest attempts at shadow puppets to keep my fingers busy and stave off boredom. None of that would change how disgusting it is for my America, home of some of the best artists and story tellers in the world, to deny me visibility.

I’ve worked out how crazy people must see me, after I hand them a card with my numerous online contacts and one encrypted website, only to find the information dissected and dismantled by entities I can not really give a name to. Google is bigger than just a search engine now.

I could waste the money to print my various findings, but receiving no response because the information is seen as science-fiction or short fiction stories without a ring of truth in it and in essence dispensable, makes me wonder why anyone chooses to write anything?

 Type into Google’s search engine: “Why are there not enough African American Illustrators, NSFW or otherwise?”

And you will receive every answer under the sun for the oppressive hand that’s been upon the Black Illustrator, but I am sure my own study of this topic will be most enlightening.

 13 is the number of well known African American illustrators, according to Wikipedia. What do they all have in common?

They are children book authors, activists who seek to showcase American pop culture of their particular ear and outside of the struggle for diversity in the illustrative guild, Nilah Magruder of Pasedena, Maryland and Peter Ramsey (director of Rise of the Guardians) are the only to contribute to the world of art, space for a few ethnic values. Despite their achievements, they could not succeed in developing a black centered media, why is that? Neither would they have illustrated a black man loving any woman, black or white: Of course they can escape the aftermath of ridicule by devising a “furry,” that symbolizes a colored person, but for me, I just don’t consider myself an animal and have come to agree with my mother, there is not enough Afro-centric content.

I am not in that list of all-stars or Coretta Scott King Award winners or children book authors, nor do I believe illustrators are only good for coloring books and picture books for those that can’t read. I have not been awarded the Mississippi Medallion for outstanding children books and neither will I ever be, because I can’t condone diluting language to appease a market place that feels “The New Yorker Magazines,” portrayal of the African American culture is Drake, Michael Jackson, Tippy-Toe, and Mr. Peanut.

Don’t get me wrong, I loved E.C. Stoner and has his company survived his death, I would have loved to illustrate for him. But in a world were the Furry Market is taking precedence and Sara Jensan, 28 years old can make $500.00 in Minnesota, drawing racoons and bunnies, I can’t help but to wonder what is going on in the world of art?

The Women Who Draw website boasted of receiving 1,200 submissions in a 24 hour period. None of it was a reflection of the black community mind you but it is amazing to think in one day their were thousands of women globally that wanted their work featured. Due to lack of woman power the site shut down, again their was this major incentive to separate the sexes and not encourage NSFW material, but they did give exposure to a lot of illustrators of color, just wish they were male ego friendly.

I have written reports on my idea of the word, “minority.” https://avproductionsblog.wordpress.com/2018/02/19/power-of-the-tongue/

Just because something as mystifying as the “black,” illustrator is seen through 13 eyes, according to Wikipedia, and Google will take you all the way to Kenya and feature Jeochumba, by no means should the black graphic artist be considered a ‘minority.’ Neither should we shy away from the idea of the healthy relationships found in interracial love.

In San Francisco Neryl Walker can sell renditions of Leroy Neimans’s Femlin, but ask the same from the black culture in the black perspective and we will shy away from it all the time. As if black is not sexy or desirable. That has been a personal ambition of mine for a while. To confront this aversion from including the male ego into cultural conversations, especially the black male.

I am convinced now more than anything of Hentai-Foundry's sexual bias issues. Most of there denials are completely irrational and not founded on much besides being afraid of anything that might gather traction. I have seven images uploaded there that have a few mistakes, I am not so prideful that I can't admit it, and that is why I upload more images and I continue to practice and make tweaks and change this or that, etc. The point is I don't believe in bad art or that anything is worth trashing, I am a Bob Ross disciple and I only believe in happy mistakes, that can be corrected in time. So when a company suggests that a piece of art is irredeemable, I become a little upset.

Date: March 6, 2019

Rejection notice: Sorry, but this picture will not be approved for submission. It would require a significant amount of reworking in order to meet the quality requirements. Please do not attempt to resubmit this image for approval.

You want to know which picture set them off: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/black-amethyst-2

They were not going to have it, but they were willing to take: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/clara

See what I mean, irrational, now I never complained when they decided Clara was suitable, I mean I love all of my creations. They all have a special place in my heart. It took them 4 days to mull over Black Amethyst and I guess I should enjoy the fact that they looked at for so long.

It took them less than a day to tell me: Date: March 11, 2019

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Can you imagine https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/dreams-of-being-alone does not meet there quality standards but https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/sarah-and-the-narcissist-sex-education which is riddled with mistakes that I only noticed days after submitting it.

It is days like this that I am tempted to get on my high horse and denounce them for their hypocrisy and feature my own works to prove the point. You can not deny me publication on the basis of my work not meeting your standards of approval when it is clearly better in presentation than anything I have presented before. If I was to listen to that group I would continue in the same mistakes and publish works of the same caliber from The Adventures of Pete & Pete began on Nickelodeon in 1989, oh the glory days and yeah I am not going back that far to appease some moderators on a smut site. All because they don't like the Dream Weaver's appeal with beautiful whores.

I’ve made several friends online despite the trend of isolationism, protectionism, and the general threat of the FCC and global governments to begin controlling publication rights or the individual’s creative content. I have become so frustrated with talk radio, and the general media with their supposed ignorance as to why anyone would be against Net Neutrality repeals or government control of cellphone companies, Netflix, Hulu, internet broad ban, twitter, Facebook, Times Magazine, The Economist Magazine, CNN, MSNBC, all of it controlled by the government and funded by the WTO, (world trade organization.) is a very bad idea.

 Just as the World Bank having any control of a countries central banking system and holding interests’ rates at less than .1% out of some twisted notion of equality. In times passed I’ve suggested Republicans should have their own media outlet, and that was because it was clear to me that everything written or constructed for the entertainment and education of the general public is scripted for the appeasement of NWO, (new world order) and OWG (one world government) lovers, i.e. globalization supporters.

 I enjoy variety in my life.

What I don’t enjoy is censorship, the idea that no one will read or see my art based on where I live, or how much money I am willing to give to watch re-runs of the Handmaids Tale. I can’t stand the idea that my friends in Costa Rica, or the Philippians won’t be able to read my letters because I don’t believe Prime Minister Netanyahu has taken the stance of a ‘victim,’ but is being victimized by his opposition. Verbally at least. So much so that not a word is heard here much about him, besides, how incompetent, those that don’t want him in power see him.

Ahmed Hussein-suale Divela was shot in cold blood in Ghana for the positions, politically he stood for. Outside of America, taking a stand on how you feel about something gets you killed. Here, no one knows you exist and so you can’t make money and if you can’t make money in America ~ you are better off dead.

 Because of this truth I have taken the few friends I have made online and in real life (IRL) to heart and care about their wellbeing. Enough to desire snail-mail correspondence for security, in the event the ability to send a message overseas or abroad becomes impossible. In previous letters I’ve offered to mail a free publication of poems that I desire them to have. I hope to increase this list as time passes. I just don’t want to ever be alone again. Which is pretty easy, when those around you can’t explain how to take Gold-Silver-and “real money,” earned and convert it into digital dollars that can enhance your online franchise. To find someone that will be honest about the damage to intellectual property set to incur to industries forced to apply Net Neutrality repealed regulations. Conservative voices and Republican legislation have ignored the appeals of NN (Net-Neutrality) supporters like Evan Greer who suggests Ajit Pai’s repeal order crippled investment and caused layoffs of Verizon and AT&T employees. Big Cable funded politicians are confusing legislation that up hold an open internet market under normal FCC rules, while claiming to save pieces of the 2015 policy. Despite the language of the clauses, internet subscribers want an assurance that there are no loopholes in the reformed legislation that allows for broad ban providers to control what is published, seen and provided by the Free Press, online.

The Mendocino Complex fire in California was an extreme case against NN repeal, in which 460,000 acres were lost in a fire, and Santa Clara Firefighters blame the throttling of internet service by Verizon. The real heart wrenching piece of this story is the idea that Verizon suggested if the Fire Department had paid for better service they would not have had to deal with the slow reception.

Apparently ISP’s will act in the brand ban providers economic interests, even at the risk of public safety. This can be said of small business proprietors who, because they do not pay for the premium packages advertised by the holders of broad ban connections, their e-commerce will be regulated and or information lost.

Joseph Cox, a writer for “Motherboard,” believes this ‘bounty hunting,’ practice is due to the overplayed hand of the FCC and FTC regulations.

I personally can not see the motivation behind the bartering of geolocations and data of individuals. This information is sold to low level officials and people not authorized to have it in order for bail-bonds me to find people. That is not new information, it has been going on for thirty or more years. There are those that believe none of us have a right to privacy and we are all subject to become criminals and the best way to prevent crime is to monitor people at all times.

For some reason the FCC thinks if people are aware of the trade and selling of their data information or the ability for law enforcement to raid their homes without probable cause because the individual has been tracked to their place of residence via their phones, customers will be more agreeable to this violation of privacy.

The truth is, since the inducement of these policies, developed by private entities and sold to the government, the American people have had their 4 Amendment rights violated and many have been jailed or imprisoned by these tactics with no more than circumstantial evidence, here say, and a geolocator data harvested from an Unsubs phone. Where law enforcement were bogged down by regulation, cyber interfaces have paved the way for ‘precognitive,’ and ‘forensic,’ technologies to aid in obtaining warrants, indictments, and prosecutions virtually without a motion of discovery or trial. Typically cases aided by these blood hound enforcement measures end in plea bargains by suspected criminals who can not explain to a court why their geolocator pin-pointed them in the vicinity of a crime.

 I’ve been made to wonder if the general public and local law enforcements and the brass that implement statutes and act upon legal clauses that encourage the ‘life-time,’ or yearly monitoring of already having completed their time convicts. By any normal legal standards, if the notion of harassing those that have served their time in prison and simply desire, upon their freedom, to achieve what everyone else has, Constitutional rights restored. When free among the general public, should not these men and women be given Constitutional protections as (free citizens.) Are people truly ignorant of the parallels between this system and that of the interment procedures of those considered combatants against the control and command of WW2 US, Russia, England and Germany. I mentioned these because in as a snapshot of history these are the only countries that implemented the use of camps to confine someone based on race, creed, caste, or sex and the implication that because the world was at war and because Germans, Japanese and Jews or the mentally degenerate were the cause of most troubles, they were ‘spirited away,’ in the night when deemed not to comply with that eras rule of law.

 It is not so much that I believe in Theocracies, though those that oppose my views may accuse me of such. They may say I would weaponize ‘forgiveness,’  and free everyone that is locked up. That is going to the other extreme. I am for the rule of law, knowing full well that when I am wronged I will desire retribution. Since my college years I’ve been proposing that as justified as a court may be to convict me, I am equally justified to wield my tongue, retain my rights to privacy, in pursuit of happiness. In hopes of rising above the murk found in my flaws, obtaining freedom from the institutions of criminality or DOC.

As idealistic as this is perceived, none of this is monopolized by Christian or Democratic views but is equally humanistic.

When we consider The Dream Weaver's past and all he has been through, the things shared of his time in prison have been discussed in hopes of others becoming willing to share their own stories. I have always people not be the sum total of our flaws.

Those are not just words for me. It is a belief that allows me to see women as Maggie McNiell as not flawed at all but an architype of what a heroine freedom fighter looks like. Her unashamed stance on sexuality and sensuality appeals to a man such as I, who was imprisoned behind his sexual desires, which honestly could not be beaten out of him, starved out of him, stun-gunned out of him, nor through phycological badgering, could I be made to feel shame for my love a woman.

 I have made excuses for her out of admiration. She never did answer my question about the fate of men in this game of cat and mouse poised by sequesters of adult literature.

“What is to happen to the men who’ve agreed, for the sake of peace, in their homes, with their lovers choice to make ends meet by trading services for goods?”

…Silence was all the decriminalization(ERs) gave me. Contempt for bringing up the masculine equivalent to their Venus.

“Where is Venus without Eros, where is woman without the quencher of her thirst? Are you truly willing to stand by and say nothing while supporters of your trade are threatened with castration, mutilation, emasculation and death by the same group that in a pinch will throw you to the wolves in the midst of a litigation suite because you made more than them in their entire life time through tax free means?”

…It is better not to ask, saves me on the heart ache to know her sweetness is for the moment. Leaving questions that remain unanswerable to die. In my heart of hearts, I know she has been there, she has seen levels of pain I could never imagine and her ability to stand on any position for as long as she has and it seems like she is alone, content to write her books and dream of worlds that would be if given a little push. She is 52 or 53 and still I desire her. When she is 71 and makes it to 120 years old I know I will desire her as much as I do now. She is nearly an immortal to me now for the aura that surrounds her thirty plus years of work. I suppose when it’s all said and done and the final chapter of our lives are revealed I would like her to know she’s been the best friend a guy could ask for.